40 weeks and counting

Well, today is my due date, August 2, 2009. I'm not having any contractions so I'm not too optimistic about going into labor today. In fact, I'm not too optimistic about going into labor at all. I'm beginning to wonder if something is wrong with me and if I will actually be pregnant forever. Though realistically this is not an option, it certainly feels that way. My biggest fear is the size of this child. I had my last ultrasound at 28 weeks and he was measuring about a week and half ahead. Because my fundal height has been small (32 cm at 37 weeks, for example), they haven't done any more ultrasounds to determine size.

This brings me to my dilemma, Asher weighed 9 pounds at 39 weeks when he was born. My fundal height was also behind with him, though not quite as much as this one. I'm sort of afraid of letting Jackson get too big and then having a c-section. Given the choice between an induction and c-section, I'll take the induction every time. I guess we'll just wait and see because I won't get an u/s until he's 41 weeks.